've got to put things together.

I know there are times when the closest to you are the most far away. This must be the best sentence that explains my feelings. I know nothing can happen, and in a few weeks seeing each other will obviously very difficult. Furthermore, knowing that not being able to be together leaves me with loneliness that practically rips my heart apart from the inside, it makes things even more harder. However, one thing is for sure, and that is that even though we came along together for almost four years, nothing ever happened until just recently, and i can get my brain to not think about it. Questions with no answers are my specialty, but this may be one of the most difficult ones I've ever encountered.